I am just really sad now because this girl i like mallory, well she had a bf so i was her best friend for ever.
I loved her as a friend forever. BUt now that i got into a fight with mallory's best friend, she stood up for her and now shes mad at me. However right now mallory's best friend is over it and were good friends again : ) But mallory is still mad at me..and the point of the topic comes here.
I fell asleep at night and i had dreams. I was in a neighborhood that wasnt familiar at all, but i was living in it. I walked for like 2minutes away from my 'house' and i saw a really big house. Well in the dream it made me knock on the door. THen,..mallory opened it up. I was really surprised and she didnt know who i was. But i did of course. So she welcomed me in with a big smile..and it felt like we were already friends and we were soon. She had friends over, and they were nice too. While i was there the whole time we just talked and talked.
Soon enough...hmm..i was in love with her. We went everywhere together and we never seperated. We talked on the phone, i walked to her house everyday and well, my dream was telling me she loved me too..
One day when i was over her house, a conversation turned into kissing.(its nothing like s*x please dont believe that) we were kissing for like a minute tho..And thats all we really did, we didnt say do u want to be bf/gf we just knew it was true. So then another day, i was at my house when i noticed that some police men were acting unreal and soon enough one of them just shot my dad three times..
And then weirdly when i woke up from my dream, i had a bloody nose. I dont know why really, it wasnt my fault)
So that ive woken up i miss all the good times i had with her and..i miss her. Shes the best friend you can really have and i dont imagine anyone better.(exept all my friends are the best and are best as her : ) ) But now i really miss her and i hope she will forgive me soon..
Im sorry it was long but im really sensitive, so i get into detail about stuff that get me sad or i dont know..
i really wanted to get this out of me

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