I hate this

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I hate my life at this point. I am in so much trouble all the time for doing nothing wrong at all. I hate living at home and I have knowhere else to go. I am also very sick and dont want to go to school on Monday, but it's a lot better than staying in this house. There are people that I should not hate at all but I cant stand them. No one wants me anymore. I thought that my dad was the last person on earth who actually cared about me and wanted me around but, I was way off, it was all fake. Even my friends would be better of without me, I feel closer to you guys (a group of people I have never even met) than I do my own friends and family. I wish I could kill myself but I would never have the guts to do it. I need some way to de-stress but I cant get any privacy or a moment when Im not in pain.

~Bam

Re: I hate this November 3rd 2009, 12:07 pm by Bam

MadisonAve wrote:: Haha. I try to make my friends feel better when they are down, but sometimes they don't want to be bothered. Then when I don't help they complain. =|

I know what you mean...most people I know, are to stubborn to do what they need to do to get out of there situation so they think my advice is just babbling.

~Bam

Re: I hate this November 3rd 2009, 12:25 pm by Rudolph

Same here. People are so odd. ><

Re: I hate this November 10th 2009, 1:21 pm by .Kira

Try finding something you enjoy and think of it as something to look forward to. It kind of scares me when people say suicidal message

Re: I hate this November 10th 2009, 1:46 pm by Bronze

Bam988 wrote:: I hate my life at this point. I am in so much trouble all the time for doing nothing wrong at all. I hate living at home and I have knowhere else to go. I am also very sick and dont want to go to school on Monday, but it's a lot better than staying in this house. There are people that I should not hate at all but I cant stand them. No one wants me anymore. I thought that my dad was the last person on earth who actually cared about me and wanted me around but, I was way off, it was all fake. Even my friends would be better of without me, I feel closer to you guys (a group of people I have never even met) than I do my own friends and family. I wish I could kill myself but I would never have the guts to do it. I need some way to de-stress but I cant get any privacy or a moment when Im not in pain.

~Bam

Eh, tell me about it

At least you feel better when talking on here. I'm sure people want you around, just maybe you are looking to the wrong people?

Re: I hate this November 11th 2009, 6:28 pm by Bam

By the wrong people you mean my parents? Who else do I have then.

Re: I hate this November 11th 2009, 6:30 pm by Bronze

Bam988 wrote:: By the wrong people you mean my parents? Who else do I have then.

I'm not saying your parents are bad or anything, just that maybe other people will pay more attention and you haven't noticed them?

Re: I hate this November 11th 2009, 6:36 pm by Bam

I get what your saying, thanks for the advice.

~Bam

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